Mark Prior

I read a good article today about Mark Prior, by Steve Henson of Yahoo.com.  Remember Mark Prior Pitcher for the Chicago Cubs, was supposed to be the next great thing.  He was actually really good for a few years.  He then proceeded to get hurt, and then get hurt again and again.  finally with too many surgeries, he was out of baseball.  He tried out for a few teams, but didn't make it.  He is 30 years old now, still fairly young and is pitching for a minor league team out of their bullpen.  A long way from a starting pitcher for the Cubs.  He's doing fairly well, but really he wants to pitch again in the Majors.  I can't say I blame him.  He wants to do what he loves doing. 

So there he is, started his career off with hype and ballyhoo, even did really well for awhile. Experienced injury, and the downside of the business of baseball.  Now has a changed attitude of desire just to make it back to the majors, with no expectations or presumptions, just desire.  It makes me think of marriage.  I love my wife so much, and when we got married, we thought "This will be great, we are already best friends, we can work through anything."  We experienced pain, and hurt from each other and other influences, we are figuring out that life together isn't always going to be easy or great.  and not that we have lowered our expectations of marriage, but I think, we are learning to not have expectations that since we are best friends that everything will be perfect.  What I do know is that I have that same desire that I had 14 years ago (and earlier while we were dating) to live with and share my life with her, even when it is difficult and doesn't make sense.  Even if I experience pain and hurt, because when I am with Liesl, and we experience life together, it's a little taste of perfect love and redemption - what God wants us to know about Him

Overflowing water?

During the day at work, I try to drink water. Heard so many stories about folks losing weight, feeling less tired, and all that, so I try hard to drink more water especially at work. The free cans of soda in the fridge are mighty tempting, though. I believe Coca Cola is the sweet nectar of life. Anyway, I use a water bottle most of the time. One of those Nalgene (BPA-free) reusable bottles. So I have to make sure that I clean it out every day. I drop a little dish soap in, add hot water, then close it and shake. Then I rinse out the soapy water with a strong stream of water from the faucet. In the fury of soapy water swirling and splashing in then out of the bottle, I allow it to overflow so that it also runs some soap over the rim of the bottle. A curious thing happens at this point. Although it is flowing water, a fairly heavy substance, out the top of the bottle, meaning the bottle is full, If I pull it away quickly, you’d think the bottle would still be full. I am not spilling any extra out when I pull the bottle out of the faucet stream. What is happening is that there are air bubbles in the bottle actually filling in some of the space. Pushing water out of the top. All this got me thinking if there was some metaphor that God was wanting me to see. After just reading Andrew Peterson’s blog about money and being able to support his family with his music and writing, I realized that there is some air in an overflowing bottle. The picture is that it’s ok to be able to breathe and have some level of comfort if I am to have a life overflowing to others. In order to give away what God is filling me with, He also gives me air in my life, margin, space, life in the bottle. It still allows Him to work, still allows the water to overflow, still gives from what he has given me. So I thank God today for the air to breathe and ask Him for more water to overflow.